I recently wrote a post on how I like to journal (read it here).
In the post I mentioned being vulnerable before God.
Sometimes, we try to hold back and not talk to God about certain things.
Things we’re ashamed of, embarrassed by, hurt from.
Here’s the thing. – God already knows about it!
Because God is all seeing and all knowing (omniscient), He knows absolutely everything about everyone and everything already.
There are no thoughts we can think that He doesn’t hear.
There is nothing we can do He doesn’t see.
So, when we try to hold things back from Him we are only fooling ourselves.
Not only that, all these things we keep holding back from Him are the very things He wants us to bring to Him.
Bringing ourselves before the Lord and laying our hearts open can be scary.
We’re afraid He will be shocked – He won’t. There’s nothing He hasn’t seen.
We’re afraid He will reject us because we are so “bad”. He won’t. He loves us unconditionally, no matter what!
Sometimes, part of the problem is, sometimes we don’t want to have to face what we’ve done.
We’d rather turn a blind eye to it, bury it deep within ourselves, and move one.
The problem with that is that not only is it still there, but God sees it and wants us to bring it out and share it with Him.
We might be able to bury it temporarily, but He’ll keep reminding us of it.
The sooner we bring it to Him and face it, the sooner we can get rid of it and stop it from hanging over our head.
The consequences may still be there, but He will walk us through it and comfort us as we go.
Another part might be that we don’t realize or we’ve forgotten that He is our Father
As a parent, He wants us to bring our broken things to Him so He can fix them – broken relationships, broken habits, broken thoughts, broken lives.
When we are brave enough to go to Him with these things, even if we can only do it one tiny bit at a time, He will begin to heal and restore us.
As He does, we will begin to see and feel His comfort, which will help us to trust Him more.
As we trust Him more, we can bring the bigger things to Him as we open our hearts to Him more.
It’s this heart opening that we do that allows us to be vulnerable with Him.
It won’t always be easy.
Sometimes there will be substantial pain.
But, at the end of the day we will be closer to God, relying more and more on His love and mercy, trusting Him and His love more and more.
That’s a pretty good place to be!
If there is something you are hiding or holding back from the Lord, I hope you will bring it to Him and ask Him to help and to heal you in that area.
It may be hard, but the peace, relief, and healing you receive will be so worth it!
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalm 147:3 (NIV)
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10 (NIV)
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV)
To read my previous post on journaling,, please click here.