I was talking to my friend, Elle, the other day about how she doesn’t think God likes her.

She said she knew she’d been saved but no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t feel God’s presence in her life and she couldn’t see Him working.

I tried to help her understand that wasn’t true. I tried to explain how deep God’s love for her is. I shared the plan of salvation with her.

She said she knew all of that, but it just seemed like even though she made a commitment to Christ and even though she was seeking a deeper relationship with Him, He wasn’t responding to her.

I was heartbroken because she felt that way.

I was heartbroken because I didn’t have the words to say.

I walked away promising that I would pray.

I walked away wondering what I should have said to help her.

That was several weeks ago.

Last night the answer finally appeared. Or several possible answers.

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Each year during the first few days of January I spend time thinking and praying about the upcoming year.

Instead of observing my year from January 1 – December 31, I see it as birthday to birthday; I start my new year on the new year of my life – January 5th.

2018 was a tough year. Several close friends and family members passed. There were several hardships and life changes to round out the year.

Yet, through it all, the Lord made His presence known. I could see Him in the way certain situations played out. I could feel His calming presence when I prayed and as I sat by loved ones’ death beds.

I cannot imagine having to try to sort through this past season of my life without the constant love and care of God. Through every step of the way He has been there to guide and comfort me, graciously helping me navigate through this stony path. Thankfully, I don’t have to imagine! He’s right here with me, always!

I don’t have a clue what 2019 will hold, but I know who will be there waiting. God Himself will be there. The Holy Spirit will speak to me and guide me in all things. Because of this I can make it.

I am so thankful for God’s words to Joshua so long ago, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9) He told him this just before a battle, but it holds true today, as well.

Whatever the new year holds, as I battle through it, I can trust that God will be there, fighting for me, comforting me, and showing me the way.

Here’s to a new year and all the good things it will hold!

Peace,
Karen